Yestarday while travelling from bus something happen which made me to think that sometime people dont have any fault but they have to suffer.The accident which happen affect me very deeply and bring lot of question in ma mind.
The journey started in bus.A private bus which in full of mens womens and children.When i enter in bus all the seats alreday taken by persons,so i have to do ma journey while stand.I was standing near to back door, i was watching outside diffrent villages,people and farms suddenly i look inside toward the enviorment of the buss full of peoples just like a fish market.While watching whole side of buss suddenly ma eyes stop on one boy who was with mom sitting on the fourth row from right window side.I cant able to trun ma eyes from him, he was of around 4-6year and his smile bring a strange smile in ma heart and face.I feel like i was lost in him and his smile. His mom was talking to another women and he was on side of window and playing with himself and watching outside and sometime do byebye to outside people. i was lost in him so much and sudenly i rember ma old days when i travel in bus, i was same like him playing with himself watching outside view and watching what going in bus.
I was lost in him so much that i dont bother what going nearby me. His smile bring lot of joy and remind me of ma childhood jounery in bus.Suddenly a scream come out from his mouth.I will back into me and suddenly i see all the people around him stand and make a circle around him.Bus was stop now and i was still in ma place.now his mom start screaming i was worry to know what happen and then i walk toward him after crossing that circle which was around near to him when i see him ma soul was badly hurt to see that boy lost his one hand.While he was saying bye to outside person a bus come from opposite cross from so close that its crush boy hand.Bus was stop now.Now His mom was crying like mad but i dont bother her i keep watching boy few minutes back he is laughing and his smile make ma heart to smile and now suddely his smile convert into scream.His scream is like lighting in ma heart.he was crying continously and i feel like he was asking some question to all of us.I fell like he asking to us that what was his fault so he lost his one hand.Is this is ma fault that in watching him i lost and dont see that his hands was outside,or either his mom fault who was busy in talking to another women, or either both bus driver fault. No matter whoes fault but boy has to suffer for his whole life.
This accident bring so many question in ma mind and i feel like with every crying he still asking question " what was ma fault and why this happen to me".In life there sre some question whoes answer can't be found and sometime we have to suffer with no cause.
I dont know what happen with him later and how he face this new life but his screaming put so many question on ma mind.
And i still dont able to find whoes fault is this......
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