I can't pretend

I can't pretend that I don't love you,
But I can hide it deep down inside,
I won't tell you how you make me feel,
I'll just sit back, relax, and hide.

I won't say your eyes are enhancing,
Or that you have a perfect smile,
But, baby it's still killin' me how,
My letters sit unopened in a pile.

If I can't talk to you in person,
At least read what I have to say,
'Cause this is pure torture,
Living like this from day-to-day.

I accepted your wish to ignore you,
Just as I guess I should,
But boy, in my heart, Imma wishing,
To tell you, if only I could.

I love you, I love you, I love you,
Nothing in the world can change that fact,
And I'll wait here forever,
For you to just take me back.

I think of you,

Every time I think of you,
My heart wants to tear up of its natural self,
And create a formation of the feelings that occupies it,
Just by a little thought of you.

You mean so much to me,
Sometimes words are just words,
And the meaning behind them sometimes seems less,
But my eyes can never fail to tell the truth,
From my soul within,
Comes out the joy you brought into my life.

If only there was a better definition of love,
Then how I feel would not feel so normal,
Deep inside my soul carries all the treasures,
That amounts to a lifetime of happiness.

I believe in the feelings which our souls produce,
And with that my love for you is a guarantee,
Wherever life takes us,
My spirit will always connect to yours.

I Have Learnt..

I Have Learnt..

I Came Alone And I Have To Go
Alone..

I Have Learnt..
Some People Are With You Only
When They Need You,Not Otherwise..

I Have Learnt..
If You Care For Someone Too
Much You Will Be Hurt And Ultimately
Blamed ..

I Have Learnt..
A Simple Lie Of Your Close One Can
Break You More Than Anything..

I Have Learnt..
Its Hard To Weep Alone When There
Is No Shoulder For Support..
ULTIMATELY,

I Have Learnt..

Love Someone But Not So Much
That You Forget Too Keep Some
Love For Yourself.
"................................”♥”

never come back... ♥

One day I will leave the world n
never come back... ♥

U will cry when U will see my
number.. ♥

U will miss me when U sit alone,
There will be no more ME to
irritate, tease, make you laugh...
& say sorry stupidly.. Tears might
flow out of eyes...

But, i will be gone,
Long n forever So Enjoy my silly
stupid company as much before i
close my eyes forever... ♥

You're Not Alone

we feel depressed because we still live in the past, But my friend things ended the way they meant to be ended, we cannot go back to past and change things we can only accept it, forgive and forget all those past mistakes, people..!!

We feel Anxious because we think too much about future, it's good to think about future But Hope for the best, expect less, and prepare yourself for the worst..!!

And only some of us feel Peace because they learned to accept their mistakes, they won't think about past, others opinion does not mater to them, and they feel blessed coz they are alive today, someone somewhere is not lucky as we are, they know their purpose, And they are free, they live each moment, they know this present will never come back again..!!

You're my special love

You're my special love beyond compare, A star shining above the rest, I desire for you to be aware, To me you're the absolute best, I need you near me everyday, To make my life much better, I need your soft lips to press against mine, your soft arms wrapped around me tightly, I try to find the words, To express the feeling in my heart, I try to show you that I care, but I don't know where to start, I guess I'll start right here, and I guess I'll start right now, I'll tell you that I love you, and I'll tell you why and how, You are the one who brightens my day, with your smile bright and glowing, You are the one whom I wake up for, each and every morning, As I look into your eyes, It's hard for me to say, My love and care grows, With each passing day, With my heart's passion, And feelings so true, I can't help but say, I'm in love with you, So, when I say I Love you, I mean it from the bottom of my heart, You've healed me when I was so sick, I believe you're in me, not far apart.

I promise your love in my life

I am sorry to hurt your feelings my love I should have kept my promises as I have told you But I don't know the reason why I did wrong to you I felt sad when I show your tears rolling on your cheeks I know you are very upset over me And don't want to talk to me either If you feel that I had hurt you by unpleasant words Then please forgive me and accept my sorry Do not stop talking to me my love If you do so, my heart will burst into thousand pieces You know how much I am in love with you And without you my loneliness will take me to hell Always, there is a special place in my heart for you Where my love for you is so passionate and true No one can melt my heart like you do Nor clutch my soul to give me new life like you My love, Please talk to me again And I promise your love in my life

Recently, I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport as the daughter's departure had been announced. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said: "I love you and I wish you enough." The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom." They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I sat. Standing there, I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?" "Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking but why is this a forever good-bye?" "I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is the next trip back will be for my funeral," she said. When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, "I wish you enough." May I ask what that means?" She began to smile. "That's a wish that has been handed down from other generations. My parents used to say it to everyone." She paused a moment and looked up as if trying to remember it in detail and she smiled even more. "When we said 'I wish you enough' we were wanting the other person to have a life filled with just enough good things to sustain them". Then turning toward me, she shared the following, reciting it from memory, "I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright. I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more. I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive. I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger. I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting. I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess. I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final good-bye." She then began to cry and walked away. They say it takes a minute to find a special person. An hour to appreciate them. A day to love them. And an entire life to forget them

Khusboo Ki Tarha Meri Har Saans Mein Pyar Apna Basane Ka Waada Karo Rang Jitne Tumhari Mohabbat Ke Hai Mere Dil Mein Sajane Ka Waada Karo.... Hai Tumhari Wafaon Pe Mujhko Yaqeen Phir Bhi Dil Chata Hai Mere Dil Nasheen Yunhi Meri Tasalli Ki Khatir Zara Mujhko Apna Banane Ka Waada Karo..... Jab Mohabbat Ka Iqrar Karte Ho Tum Dharkano Mein Naya Rang Bharte Ho Tum Barha Kar Chuke Ho Magar Aaj Phir Mujhko Apna Banane Ka Waada Karo..... Sirf Lafzon Se Iqraar Hota Nahin Ik Janib Se Hi Pyar Hota Hai Mai Tumhe Yaad Rakhne Ki Khaun Kasam Tum Mujhko Na Bhulne Ka Waada Karo…

I wish I was your lover

You know I got this
feeling that I just
can't hide

I tried to tell you how I feel
I tried to tell you but I'm weak
Words don't come easily
When you get close I shiver
I watch you when you smile
I watch you when you cry
And I still don't understand
I can't find a way to tell you

I wish I was your lover
I wish that you were mine
Baby I got this feeling
That I just can't hide