TODAY ALONE AGAIN.......

TODAY AGAIN I FOUND MA SELF ALONE..BUT NO BAD FEELING, NO REGRET,BUT YES LOT OF PAIN INSIDE HEART BUT STILL HAPPY FOR SOMEONE WHO WILL BE HAPPY IN FUTURE MIGHT BE IN PRESENT SUFFER FROM SADNESS BUT I KNOW ONE DAY SHE WILL BE HAPPY.
LOT OF BLAMES ON ME, LOT OF MISUNDERSTANDING WITH ME BUT NO BAD FEELING AND NO REGRET JUST BLESSING AND LOT OF WISHES.
NO MATTER IAM ALONE BUT I KNOW I NEVER BE ALONE BCZ SOMEONE IN WITH ME ALWAYS.WHO DO TRUE PROMISE TO ME THAT MIGHT BE SHE DEAD BUT SHE NEVER LEAVE ALONE......
BUT TODAY AGAIN I FOUND MA SELF ALONE................

AT THE END OF THE DAY..

A person can live without anyone, but person cannot live with one who never understand and trust u But iam living with so many person who never understand me they call that they are with me but no one is with me. I am not blaming them that they never understand me. But yes every moment i feel a deep pain and hurt that the person who are with me never understand me.
People who call their self ma best friend i know AT THE END OF THE DAY.. I AM WRONG IN THEIR EYE AND EVERYONE BLAME ME.But am not hurt by this bcz i knew they never understand me and ma pain which i always carry inside me but never shown to anyone.

I FOUND U........

One day u say to me "TRY TO FIND ME" i try ma best to find u everywhere bcz i really need u
I need u when iam depress,
I need u when iam upset,
I need u when iam in trouble,
I need u when iam in pain,
I need u when when i feel iam alone,
I need u when i cry.
when u left me i don't have anyone with me who understand me.But now i have someone person who is with me.Might be they don't understand me fully or sometime even they misunderstand me but they are with me.some fight with me everyday but very next day they are again with me.They always listen me might be they don't follow what i said but really they listen me.sometime when iam depress i found then with me ask me
"why are u so depress" i wont say anything but they say don't worry "iam with u"
when i feel pain they start cry might be they don't understand but still they cry.
Iam not alone now bcz i find u in them..